Life

So I wasn't going to post until tomorrow to be honest, but then my mum was asking why I hadn't posted. I haven't posed because I haven't had the best couple of days! I didn't want to have depressive and moany posts on here, but then my mum, quite rightly said that it won't be a true account of my life without the moany posts! 

I wanted this blog to be able to look back on how life was for me at 24! Even the negative bits.

So, mum you asked for it!

On Tuesday, I spent the majority of the day feeling pretty down about the fact that I drank too much over the weekend and ended up having a drama with Emily. Me and Emily are quite close friends considering we don't see each other all the time and she's my brother's gf. So it was upsetting to have a drama and know it was my fault! 

It's all fine now as we have spoken about it and know it was just drunken stupidity. But yeah, I spent most of Tuesday moping about and worrying about what people think of me when I drink. I drink to have a good time! I hate the thought of people thinking I am bringing the mood down or ruining the fun! I am going to really try and drink in moderation whatever that means.. so I'm gonna drink until I'm a fun level and not go past it.. and past it.....aaaand past it. 

Anyway, I cheered up when I got home and me and Antony had a stair cuddle. Stair cuddles are the absolute best! I am only 5 foot and so if I stand on the bottom stair and Antony on the floor means we have a really good hug! I genuinely find its a healing hug, so soppy but its really helps. 

Wednesday was a normal work day to be honest, not much to report! Just work, meet Ant for lunch/coffee and back to work. 

I actually went into Primark after work to treat myself to some new tops and shoes as it was payday.

I got home and did some house work and waited for Ant to come home. Lois had text me she'd had a bit of drama with her boyfriend and then when I mentioned it to Antony, we ended up having a bit of a drama! So yesterday wasn't much fun either BUT we have talked it through and are fine.. me and Antony never ever argue unless its just petty like 'put your shoes in the shoe area for god sake!!'

So having this drama yesterday hurt alot because it's so unlike us. But as I said, we are fine now and I can't wait to see him at 12 for a squeeze!

Today my manager is back in work and I am looking forward to seeing her tanned self and hearing all the holiday stories. 

After work we are all off to bowling and then Nandos which should be good fun! I am slightly anxious about it just because I am the organiser so I need to be loud and get everything together, sort drink order and food orders out. I am looking forward to it, but as I said I'm 5 foot and tiny so I sometimes feel like how am I supposed to organise 20 people! But I am a loudmouth and I'm sure it will all go fine. 

I'll let you know how it goes!