I felt quite down in the morning as me and Ant had had such a nice time together and it always sucks when you have to go back to reality!
But work was fine and as I mention a lot, the sunshine really helps.
I can't say I did much on this day to be honest. I went to my friend's house to sort his cats and his house out a bit as he's back Wednesday, so I swept and tidied and just made sure it was all okay.
I haven't had much hassle feeding them but it will be nice to not have to! They're sweet though, even if one did run out the door!!
Anyway, work was fine, normal..
I left work at 5 and went to a market research about cheese! It's such easy money, I spent 2 hours talking about something I love, got to try new cheeses and then got £75! Beautiful.
I headed home, made mine and Ants lunches for the next day, had my dinner, showered and went to bed. How bloody exciting!
Wednesday was again, another normal work day. It was a a bit shit if I'm honest! I like my job but one thing I don't like is the phones.. I am responsible for taking the calls in the office and it just fills me with anxiety to be honest. Knowing everyone is listening.. not knowing who it's going be or if I'm going to be able to deal with their query.. I'm just rubbish at it and have very little confidence when it comes to this.
So anyway, the phone rang loads in a a short amount of time, which I hate! And I got all flustered, one of the calls I didn't take the name and the other I assumed it was a certain company and it wasn't (they sounded very similar) and yeah it all went very wrong.
My director told me off a bit and I just felt like such a twat. My manager told me not to take it to heart but it wasn't him saying something it was ME being rubbish and messing it up.
It annoys me so much that I'm so useless at it. I want to get better but for some reason as soon as the stupid phone rings I just lose all logic! Grrr. It's something that really gets to me.
So yeah, I was in a bit of a crappy mood after this.
But I went to the gym and it definitely made me feel better. I went off home and me and Ant got showered and made steak for dinner. Beautiful.
Ant's so good, always making me feel better and lifting me up. What would I do without him!
This post wasn't a great one but such is life ey
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